Weird right??!
Most of people do their exercise in the early morning or day time.But I prefer in the middle of the night.
I know exercise do in the morning is pretty good than at night doing.Because can burn more calories than at night who those doing exercise.Anyway who cares??!As long as did burned the calories right??!
I love to do exercise in the middle of the night because no one can disturb me and other way I can relax.Not like everytime you go to the Gym Room have someone else.Although,they didn't bother you but for me I more like do my things on my own and no one is around.
So anyone like me,just go for it!!!But I don't think I could do like this anymore.Because my dad is coming bac pretty soon and I don't know when,but I think is really soon maybe is today,tommorrow or the day after tommorow.
When he gets back I cant do it anymore.Because he also a person like me likes to sleep late and pretty late also for couple of times.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Night Time is better than Day Time
Lot of people love Day Time because is bright can smell the sun's fresh air and involves some hit inside.So people will get a warm inside.But for me I more love Night Time.
Although is dark but is cool.Which means cold and cool just like you eating your mint chocolate.Like Phewzz~that feel just really nice.Love this kind of feel.I more into the dark side than the bright side.Not that I don't like the bright side is just don't have much interest like the dark side that I prefer.
I don't know why,but I just LOVE it.
Although is dark but is cool.Which means cold and cool just like you eating your mint chocolate.Like Phewzz~that feel just really nice.Love this kind of feel.I more into the dark side than the bright side.Not that I don't like the bright side is just don't have much interest like the dark side that I prefer.
I don't know why,but I just LOVE it.
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Songs which are Nice to Listen
Currently I have been listening few songs which I like and nice.
Whatcha say~Jason Derulo
Bad romance~Lady Gaga
Video phone(remix)~Beyonce feat Lady Gaga
Fireflies~Owl City
Crank it up~Ashley Tisdale
Empire state of mind~Jay-Z feat Alicia Keys
Tik tok~Kesha
Evacuate the dance floor~Cascada
Party in USA~Miley Cyrus
Energetic~BoA
Touched~BoA
Stand by U~DBSK
Doushite~DBSK
Mirotic(Korean Version)~DBSK
Mirotic(Chinese Version)~DBSK-this is funny
Hey!(Don't bring me down)~DBSK
Fifteen~Taylor Swift
Two is better than one~Boys Like Girls feat Taylor Swift
I wanna~All American Rejects
Sweet dreams~Beyonce
Down~Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne
Make love~Big Bang
Number 1~Big Bang
Wedding dress~Big Bang
I do~98 Degrees
Never think~Robert Pattison
My bloody valentine~Tata Young
According to you~Orianthi
I think that all I've listened,if still have more I will add up again.
Whatcha say~Jason Derulo
Bad romance~Lady Gaga
Video phone(remix)~Beyonce feat Lady Gaga
Fireflies~Owl City
Crank it up~Ashley Tisdale
Empire state of mind~Jay-Z feat Alicia Keys
Tik tok~Kesha
Evacuate the dance floor~Cascada
Party in USA~Miley Cyrus
Energetic~BoA
Touched~BoA
Stand by U~DBSK
Doushite~DBSK
Mirotic(Korean Version)~DBSK
Mirotic(Chinese Version)~DBSK-this is funny
Hey!(Don't bring me down)~DBSK
Fifteen~Taylor Swift
Two is better than one~Boys Like Girls feat Taylor Swift
I wanna~All American Rejects
Sweet dreams~Beyonce
Down~Jay Sean feat Lil Wayne
Make love~Big Bang
Number 1~Big Bang
Wedding dress~Big Bang
I do~98 Degrees
Never think~Robert Pattison
My bloody valentine~Tata Young
According to you~Orianthi
I think that all I've listened,if still have more I will add up again.
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Twilight Saga:New Moon
Twilight Saga:New Moon is better than Twilight.Kinda interesting part goes along not that very boring like Twilighht.But also a nice movie to be seen too.XOXO ya!!!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Numerology of the Letters
A-Those having A as the first letter in their names are surely prominent,and are full of good qualities and thoughts.Emotions have a deep control over them and they have constructive ideas.they share the joys and sorrows of others.
B-Those who have B as the first letter of their names are often engrossed in their own thoughts and feelings.They have a limited circle of friends.They have doubting nature and are always alert.They have a beautiful arrangement of thoughts within them and don't take part in public arguments.
C-These people are always moody.They try to fulfill their resolve whatever the expenditure or time taken.What they say us firm as a law.Their brain is always active planning something or the other.Whatever they envisage is true in the future.
D-The letter D stands for self-confidence and self-control.Whatever undertaken is completed sucessfully.They do not waiver on criticisms.They always move towards their goal.
E-The letter E represents people who are extroverts.They don't have any secrets.Their brain is full of planning,hands are always active and their thoughts are pure and clean.Thay are supporters of the modern spirit.They love new ideas and hate old thoughts.
F-F is a domestic letter.thispeople give full attention to domestic affairs.They think it is their duty.Such people act as children and amuse their family.There is no immorality in their life.They give place to love,truth and service to others.
G-Those with names which begin with G are said to be excellent ones.Simplicty,truth and gentlmanliness are their ornaments.Others are irresistibly attracted to them.Their life is according to plan.They have remarkable self-control.
H-People represented by letter H are self-centred and highly intelligent.They love show and have strong ambitions.Thay do not have much faith in work but show as if they are preoccupied.They can be said to be sucessful in their lives.
I-If your name starts with an "I",then you are a very busy person.Laziness cannot come near you.Your knowledge is deep and you yearn to know all things thoroughly.Whatever you say is said and done with authority.
J-These people are liberal values and with braod hearts.They are well-informed of the latest developments.They do not attend to insignificant things.They tell the truth right in the face of anyone and hence people avoid them.
K-These people are full of struggles throughout their lives.Sudden events take place in their lives.They are one day seen in glory and the next day in the ditches.They are pessimists.They have the power to see the darker things in life.Thay are careful about situations and always alert.
L-Those with an "L" as their first alphabet are emotional and philosophical.They have mature thoughts and noble actions.They work according to plan.They have a superiority complex.They are reserved in nature.They reach high positions in life and have no time to look back.
M-People represented by the letter "M" are extroverts,moral and cultured.They are very simple.Thae say the truth in the face.They cannot keep secrets to them.Though poor,they are conceived to be rich by others.
N-These people have struggles throught thei lives.But they find a way out of it.They have an influential personality.They establish friendship easily.Are good householders and lead a life of simplicity.
O-Such people are bold and daring.They have the capacity to rise and fall.They have unlimited number of friends and foes.They have high ambitions.The latter half of their lives are affluent.
P-People represented by a "P" hide many secrets.They remain calm on the outside.They represent nobility in life.Even with dificulties they don't show thei sadness.They like a calm atmosphere.They deserve to be called the Ornaments of the society.
Q-These people like to live in an orderly manner.They have a definite principle in life.They are the best of administrators.Most efficient leadership is their best skill.
R-Such people are very noble and sweet.They make acquaintance with even reserved characters.They star from the scratch and reach top positions in life.Thay have an eye on their personal interest.They become affluent and happy in late life.
S-These people are extroverts and intelligent.They try to come in contact with the maximum number of people.But thay lag in taking decisions.To take independent decisions is beyond them.
T-Such people are embodiments of contentment.They progress on he basis of justice and wisdom.They take independent decisions.They are popular among friends.They believe that everything is in the hands of God.Loyalty is their keyword.
U-These people are ever ever ready to engage themselves in the latest situations.They are the pioneers of the new fashion age.They have modern thoughts.They call a spade.They live in the present.
V-They honour others and expect the same from others.They are ever active to prove that they are superior to others.Thay clarify their points by logical and sound reasoning.
W-These are self-preserving characters.Are ready to take risks and take pleasure in doing them.Laziness does not touch them.They however have a troubled and worrisome old age.
X-People represented by the letter X are carefree.They prepare a net for their own entanglement.They are miles away from responsibity.Such people are complete failures.They engage themselves in gossips of futile matters.
Sorry don't have Y and Z.Those letters above are your friends and family usually call your name,and the name of the first letter it represents it the meaning.
B-Those who have B as the first letter of their names are often engrossed in their own thoughts and feelings.They have a limited circle of friends.They have doubting nature and are always alert.They have a beautiful arrangement of thoughts within them and don't take part in public arguments.
C-These people are always moody.They try to fulfill their resolve whatever the expenditure or time taken.What they say us firm as a law.Their brain is always active planning something or the other.Whatever they envisage is true in the future.
D-The letter D stands for self-confidence and self-control.Whatever undertaken is completed sucessfully.They do not waiver on criticisms.They always move towards their goal.
E-The letter E represents people who are extroverts.They don't have any secrets.Their brain is full of planning,hands are always active and their thoughts are pure and clean.Thay are supporters of the modern spirit.They love new ideas and hate old thoughts.
F-F is a domestic letter.thispeople give full attention to domestic affairs.They think it is their duty.Such people act as children and amuse their family.There is no immorality in their life.They give place to love,truth and service to others.
G-Those with names which begin with G are said to be excellent ones.Simplicty,truth and gentlmanliness are their ornaments.Others are irresistibly attracted to them.Their life is according to plan.They have remarkable self-control.
H-People represented by letter H are self-centred and highly intelligent.They love show and have strong ambitions.Thay do not have much faith in work but show as if they are preoccupied.They can be said to be sucessful in their lives.
I-If your name starts with an "I",then you are a very busy person.Laziness cannot come near you.Your knowledge is deep and you yearn to know all things thoroughly.Whatever you say is said and done with authority.
J-These people are liberal values and with braod hearts.They are well-informed of the latest developments.They do not attend to insignificant things.They tell the truth right in the face of anyone and hence people avoid them.
K-These people are full of struggles throughout their lives.Sudden events take place in their lives.They are one day seen in glory and the next day in the ditches.They are pessimists.They have the power to see the darker things in life.Thay are careful about situations and always alert.
L-Those with an "L" as their first alphabet are emotional and philosophical.They have mature thoughts and noble actions.They work according to plan.They have a superiority complex.They are reserved in nature.They reach high positions in life and have no time to look back.
M-People represented by the letter "M" are extroverts,moral and cultured.They are very simple.Thae say the truth in the face.They cannot keep secrets to them.Though poor,they are conceived to be rich by others.
N-These people have struggles throught thei lives.But they find a way out of it.They have an influential personality.They establish friendship easily.Are good householders and lead a life of simplicity.
O-Such people are bold and daring.They have the capacity to rise and fall.They have unlimited number of friends and foes.They have high ambitions.The latter half of their lives are affluent.
P-People represented by a "P" hide many secrets.They remain calm on the outside.They represent nobility in life.Even with dificulties they don't show thei sadness.They like a calm atmosphere.They deserve to be called the Ornaments of the society.
Q-These people like to live in an orderly manner.They have a definite principle in life.They are the best of administrators.Most efficient leadership is their best skill.
R-Such people are very noble and sweet.They make acquaintance with even reserved characters.They star from the scratch and reach top positions in life.Thay have an eye on their personal interest.They become affluent and happy in late life.
S-These people are extroverts and intelligent.They try to come in contact with the maximum number of people.But thay lag in taking decisions.To take independent decisions is beyond them.
T-Such people are embodiments of contentment.They progress on he basis of justice and wisdom.They take independent decisions.They are popular among friends.They believe that everything is in the hands of God.Loyalty is their keyword.
U-These people are ever ever ready to engage themselves in the latest situations.They are the pioneers of the new fashion age.They have modern thoughts.They call a spade.They live in the present.
V-They honour others and expect the same from others.They are ever active to prove that they are superior to others.Thay clarify their points by logical and sound reasoning.
W-These are self-preserving characters.Are ready to take risks and take pleasure in doing them.Laziness does not touch them.They however have a troubled and worrisome old age.
X-People represented by the letter X are carefree.They prepare a net for their own entanglement.They are miles away from responsibity.Such people are complete failures.They engage themselves in gossips of futile matters.
Sorry don't have Y and Z.Those letters above are your friends and family usually call your name,and the name of the first letter it represents it the meaning.
What's and Where's My Problem?
What is my problem?Which I always can't get a satisfied result for me and my parents?
Yesterday,dad came back early from his office about four something almost reached half past four.I guess.Before,he was heading to home he called us and ask us(me and my brother)whether wanted to go out for drink tea just like having a tea time.When he reached home,and we jumped into his car.Then,he asked us Mac Donalds' or Old Town.Later,I suggested to go Old Town(Thank God!).Curious why i will say Thank God?Later on,you'll know.
When we have arrived,we order our food and beverage.While waiting those thing to come,my dad started to speak out to my brother about his final exam's result.I knew I'm going to be a dead meat because when he is finished with my brother then I'm going to suffer just like my brother.He said my brother is lazy to study.Likes to clown around or bumming around.He said me always in the room looks like study so hard but end up a pathetic result.I really did studied I don;t know why I still very weak.
He called my brother to come out his own Wonderland and face the Real Wonderland which is like now not in his own Alice in Wonderland.He also called did called to come out.I tell in through my heart "I already come out for a very long time".You just didn't notice it.Then,he asked us what is my brother and I problem.I don't know what is my brother's problem.Even my own problem I also don't know or where.I really did studied hard for my this term exam,butI really don't know why I still can get this kind of result.
He said I always keep quiet.Even I don't know something also keep quiet and don't want to open my mouth to ask.Not that I don't want.Just because I understand and i also did knew the answers or the way of studies.I just don't know what is my problem and where is my problem?Just only God knows which the God can't come down like what usually we watch in the movies or show.
Yesterday,dad came back early from his office about four something almost reached half past four.I guess.Before,he was heading to home he called us and ask us(me and my brother)whether wanted to go out for drink tea just like having a tea time.When he reached home,and we jumped into his car.Then,he asked us Mac Donalds' or Old Town.Later,I suggested to go Old Town(Thank God!).Curious why i will say Thank God?Later on,you'll know.
When we have arrived,we order our food and beverage.While waiting those thing to come,my dad started to speak out to my brother about his final exam's result.I knew I'm going to be a dead meat because when he is finished with my brother then I'm going to suffer just like my brother.He said my brother is lazy to study.Likes to clown around or bumming around.He said me always in the room looks like study so hard but end up a pathetic result.I really did studied I don;t know why I still very weak.
He called my brother to come out his own Wonderland and face the Real Wonderland which is like now not in his own Alice in Wonderland.He also called did called to come out.I tell in through my heart "I already come out for a very long time".You just didn't notice it.Then,he asked us what is my brother and I problem.I don't know what is my brother's problem.Even my own problem I also don't know or where.I really did studied hard for my this term exam,butI really don't know why I still can get this kind of result.
He said I always keep quiet.Even I don't know something also keep quiet and don't want to open my mouth to ask.Not that I don't want.Just because I understand and i also did knew the answers or the way of studies.I just don't know what is my problem and where is my problem?Just only God knows which the God can't come down like what usually we watch in the movies or show.
Monday, November 23, 2009
I'm Really Under Pressure and Stressful
The reason why I will say I'm really under pressure because I find it out I'm really under pressure by my parents.
My parents call me to revise back Form 4 studies which I'm weak in those subjects.Especially my mum she is damn irritating.I know now is not the time "Honey Moon" for me although now I am holiday for these two months November and December.
But I just finished my school exam.Can't I have a little time to relax first??!Just a little I didn't ask for more.I really hate it man!!!I'm really under a lot my pressure by you guys!Always force me to study every minute.
I know you guys call me always to do that is for my own good and my future will much more better.But do you know always forcing me will make me get more worse result??!I don't think you guys will know.Even though,you guys also don't bother it anyway.
Just like most of my friends,their parents didn't force him or her to always study,study,study!!!I think they did forced them but not too over like you guys.Late on,when exam they get a good result not that really good just good.But like this also can seem to be happy right??!Especially for you guys.
I'm really getting more and more stressful nowadys.Because collecting my report card's day is just around the corner.I try not to think about it for all the time but I can't.Because my mum always remind me in front of my dad in PURPOSE.Fuck man!!!Really DAMN HATE it like this.She likes to do something which other people don't like.So don't blame me if I do something which you don't like.
I really hope that I can born another world of full of love,fair and supportive parents.I'm really stress and emotional when I'm writting this real story about me.
My parents call me to revise back Form 4 studies which I'm weak in those subjects.Especially my mum she is damn irritating.I know now is not the time "Honey Moon" for me although now I am holiday for these two months November and December.
But I just finished my school exam.Can't I have a little time to relax first??!Just a little I didn't ask for more.I really hate it man!!!I'm really under a lot my pressure by you guys!Always force me to study every minute.
I know you guys call me always to do that is for my own good and my future will much more better.But do you know always forcing me will make me get more worse result??!I don't think you guys will know.Even though,you guys also don't bother it anyway.
Just like most of my friends,their parents didn't force him or her to always study,study,study!!!I think they did forced them but not too over like you guys.Late on,when exam they get a good result not that really good just good.But like this also can seem to be happy right??!Especially for you guys.
I'm really getting more and more stressful nowadys.Because collecting my report card's day is just around the corner.I try not to think about it for all the time but I can't.Because my mum always remind me in front of my dad in PURPOSE.Fuck man!!!Really DAMN HATE it like this.She likes to do something which other people don't like.So don't blame me if I do something which you don't like.
I really hope that I can born another world of full of love,fair and supportive parents.I'm really stress and emotional when I'm writting this real story about me.
Feel Sorry for My Math Tuition Teacher EK
Usually every Monday I have math tuition 8.00 p.m. until 9.30 p.m.But today tuition is cancelled.
Because his grand-father has just passed away.Really sad,this news I also just knowed from one of my friend,vincent.He texted this message for me.Really sad,because when I'm 8 months old baby my garnd-father also had passed away.Another side grand-father also passed away when my mum was 6 years old.
So don't be so sad teacher.Your grand-father will guide you always when he's in heaven just like my both grand-fathers too.
Because his grand-father has just passed away.Really sad,this news I also just knowed from one of my friend,vincent.He texted this message for me.Really sad,because when I'm 8 months old baby my garnd-father also had passed away.Another side grand-father also passed away when my mum was 6 years old.
So don't be so sad teacher.Your grand-father will guide you always when he's in heaven just like my both grand-fathers too.
Sunday, November 22, 2009
I Will RESPECT You
The title up there which I just typed "I Will RESPECT You".Just because of last night.
Last night,after my family and I finished our dinner and cleaned those dirty dishes.We sat on our couch and watched the show "Biological.Dr Mahatir".This show is from Astro,History Channel.It feels like kinda awkward right?Because usually I will not watch this kind of show.LoL!Actually I wanted to relax at first but later on I also follow with my family to continue wacthcing his show.Is kinda intersting to me.Because he is my country ex Prime Minister and about 20 years.
He is a doctor.He is a stubborn person but is in a good way and he really says out straight and forward.He really daring.One thing,is the most interesting part is his English is so damn Good.For me not just Good is Great!!!He can speak very well and write very well.In this part,I really admire him.Because I'm also a person like English too. Now I guess he is 88 years old if I'm not mistaken.
At first,he wanted to study about Law in London.Later on,come back to Malaysia and helped out his own country.But that time he said that somebody offers him to Study medicine in Singapore and he said that last time we cannot reject any offer.So he chose to study medicine and there he met his girlfriend and now his wife.He is a great dad and also a strict dad,Meanwhile,he also very strict in his children education no kidding for this.
I heard from my tuition teacher said that last time they really have economy problem in our country.At the same time,Dr Mahatir helped outour financial problem.He changed our money to RM which is Ringgit Malaysia.That time our country financial problem slowly getting better.So thanks to you,Dr Mahatir.
Last night,after my family and I finished our dinner and cleaned those dirty dishes.We sat on our couch and watched the show "Biological.Dr Mahatir".This show is from Astro,History Channel.It feels like kinda awkward right?Because usually I will not watch this kind of show.LoL!Actually I wanted to relax at first but later on I also follow with my family to continue wacthcing his show.Is kinda intersting to me.Because he is my country ex Prime Minister and about 20 years.
He is a doctor.He is a stubborn person but is in a good way and he really says out straight and forward.He really daring.One thing,is the most interesting part is his English is so damn Good.For me not just Good is Great!!!He can speak very well and write very well.In this part,I really admire him.Because I'm also a person like English too. Now I guess he is 88 years old if I'm not mistaken.
At first,he wanted to study about Law in London.Later on,come back to Malaysia and helped out his own country.But that time he said that somebody offers him to Study medicine in Singapore and he said that last time we cannot reject any offer.So he chose to study medicine and there he met his girlfriend and now his wife.He is a great dad and also a strict dad,Meanwhile,he also very strict in his children education no kidding for this.
I heard from my tuition teacher said that last time they really have economy problem in our country.At the same time,Dr Mahatir helped outour financial problem.He changed our money to RM which is Ringgit Malaysia.That time our country financial problem slowly getting better.So thanks to you,Dr Mahatir.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
I'm Reallly Scared
Yesterday,was my bother's day to collect his report card.So after my mum,my brother and me went to Jusco Metro Prima for buying some things.Then,we straight headed to my brother's school,SMK Kepong Baru.
My brother's teachers who are teaching his subjects,almost all those teachers are chinese.So Good!!!Not like me just only have two chinese teachers are teaching me in this year.My brother's result are terrible.Much more than terrible.He has twelve subjects and he has been failing all subjects which are E except for two subjects are pass which are C and D.
My mum is so damn pissed.Because she didn't expect my brother will get such a pathetic result.So my mum decided to look for his every main sbject's teacher.Most of the teachers said while he is in the class he is very noisy.Some said he is the leader who making a lot of noise and distracted others who wanted to study.Although my result is not that bad as my brother,but I'm still in Fear of this.
Even though,I'm slightly better than his result.Just slightly only.I'm really scared the day of 15 December 2009.I wish the time can stop.At least for a while.Like this I'm also satisfied.I can say that me and brother study under a lot of pressure from our parents.So even i study how hard i also can't get a good result to impress my parents.Not like my friends study don't have any pressure maybe slightly does have.There also get a good result even though they didn't study at all.
Please help me.Anyone??!
My brother's teachers who are teaching his subjects,almost all those teachers are chinese.So Good!!!Not like me just only have two chinese teachers are teaching me in this year.My brother's result are terrible.Much more than terrible.He has twelve subjects and he has been failing all subjects which are E except for two subjects are pass which are C and D.
My mum is so damn pissed.Because she didn't expect my brother will get such a pathetic result.So my mum decided to look for his every main sbject's teacher.Most of the teachers said while he is in the class he is very noisy.Some said he is the leader who making a lot of noise and distracted others who wanted to study.Although my result is not that bad as my brother,but I'm still in Fear of this.
Even though,I'm slightly better than his result.Just slightly only.I'm really scared the day of 15 December 2009.I wish the time can stop.At least for a while.Like this I'm also satisfied.I can say that me and brother study under a lot of pressure from our parents.So even i study how hard i also can't get a good result to impress my parents.Not like my friends study don't have any pressure maybe slightly does have.There also get a good result even though they didn't study at all.
Please help me.Anyone??!
Love Too
This movie also part of my list too.Rain is hot in this movie but the most intersting part is that I love to watch aggressive movies too.Although I'm a girl.Is really nice to watch for me.Especially those fighting scence and argue scence.Really nice to watch.Kinda addicted into it.LoL
Howling For Them
I really can't wait to watch this Twilight Saga:New Moon movie.Just can't wait any longer.LoL
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Can't Wait Any Longer
I really don't have any patient to wait the Twilight Saga:New Moon come out on 26 November 2009.
Fascinating Actors and Actresses
Transformation from Twilight to Twilight Saga:New Moon and happy momment of them together
Freakin' Scary
My report card is on 15 December 2009.I really very afraid my dad and I don't know I afraid of what.
Actually is my mum to take it with me.But on 7 December 2009 until 23December 2009 she's not in Malaysia.She will be in Vietnam,Shanghai and America(Texas).So is my dad go and takes the report card with me.My mum I also will afraid but not then very very afraid's feelings like when my dad and me go and take it.
I fail 5 subjects.Mandarin paper,Math paper,History paper,Economy paper and Perdagangang paper.Math,History and Economy.this 3 subjects I did put more than 100% effort to do it and did studied too.I'm really paying atention of these 3 papers.But I don't know why I still can't get a good result.At least,let me pass.
Mandarin paper I admit that I didn't put a lot of effort as those 3 subjects that I mention above.But the essay part I did focused when i did it.But when i get back the paper teacher said I wrote those thing is out of the topic.Oh Gosh!!!Perdagangan almost same as Mandarin paper.Because I decided to drop this subject maybe not.Anyway,I really want to drop the Mandarin.Because is making me real sick when exam is coming.
My English paper is 45%.When I saw this I really couldn't believe.Because English is my favourite subjects among all and have a lot of confident when I did this paper.I remembered the essay I wrote very long about 500 words if i'm not mistaken.But the paper 1 the literature part I also can do it.But the teacher wrote a notice for me said that I'm also out of topic.Is moral values and I wrote characteristic.Then I have tought for few minutes.Maybe this paper I put the confidence is too much.So why I will wrong.OH MY GOD!!!Really sickening man!!!
I really afraid that my dad.Sometimes my eyes will come out a lot of tears about it.Anyone can help me?!!Wish the God can come down and give me some advices that I can do or solve this problem.Oh Gosh!!I'm really have the feeling which is so not good at all although the days still far.But times will go very fast and we can't stop even 1 second.
Actually is my mum to take it with me.But on 7 December 2009 until 23December 2009 she's not in Malaysia.She will be in Vietnam,Shanghai and America(Texas).So is my dad go and takes the report card with me.My mum I also will afraid but not then very very afraid's feelings like when my dad and me go and take it.
I fail 5 subjects.Mandarin paper,Math paper,History paper,Economy paper and Perdagangang paper.Math,History and Economy.this 3 subjects I did put more than 100% effort to do it and did studied too.I'm really paying atention of these 3 papers.But I don't know why I still can't get a good result.At least,let me pass.
Mandarin paper I admit that I didn't put a lot of effort as those 3 subjects that I mention above.But the essay part I did focused when i did it.But when i get back the paper teacher said I wrote those thing is out of the topic.Oh Gosh!!!Perdagangan almost same as Mandarin paper.Because I decided to drop this subject maybe not.Anyway,I really want to drop the Mandarin.Because is making me real sick when exam is coming.
My English paper is 45%.When I saw this I really couldn't believe.Because English is my favourite subjects among all and have a lot of confident when I did this paper.I remembered the essay I wrote very long about 500 words if i'm not mistaken.But the paper 1 the literature part I also can do it.But the teacher wrote a notice for me said that I'm also out of topic.Is moral values and I wrote characteristic.Then I have tought for few minutes.Maybe this paper I put the confidence is too much.So why I will wrong.OH MY GOD!!!Really sickening man!!!
I really afraid that my dad.Sometimes my eyes will come out a lot of tears about it.Anyone can help me?!!Wish the God can come down and give me some advices that I can do or solve this problem.Oh Gosh!!I'm really have the feeling which is so not good at all although the days still far.But times will go very fast and we can't stop even 1 second.
Pretty or Cool
This shirt is designed by Michelle's friend.Pretty in the way that involves cool and hip hop style too.I'm kinda lovin' into it.Hope the price is affortable because I want to buy two pices of which are S size and M size.
Final Day Of School in 2009
Hurray!!! Hurray!!!
The year of 2009 school life is going to end pretty soon.I'm so happy because no need to wake up so early for schooling.Is damn tired when we have to wake up early in the morning.Damn hate it!!!But the fresh air in the early morning is pretty good too.The taste of fresh air in the early morning is cool,relax and smells like ocean breeze(sometimes only sometimes also smells like shit).
Everbody in school also very joyful about it.Because no need face any homeworks,teachers which are insane for sometimes,horrible exams,dress up uniforms,for every week except for Saturday and Sunday,tie up your hair,tuck in your shirt and no need to follow the school's rules.
But the sad thing is we will going to miss some of our friends and classmates!!!Never mind next year 2010 we still can see each other.
So BYE BYE school life of 2009 and WELCOME school life of 2010!!!
Actually not so welcome too.First of all,I'm going older and SPM is around the corner.
Sucks!!!
The year of 2009 school life is going to end pretty soon.I'm so happy because no need to wake up so early for schooling.Is damn tired when we have to wake up early in the morning.Damn hate it!!!But the fresh air in the early morning is pretty good too.The taste of fresh air in the early morning is cool,relax and smells like ocean breeze(sometimes only sometimes also smells like shit).
Everbody in school also very joyful about it.Because no need face any homeworks,teachers which are insane for sometimes,horrible exams,dress up uniforms,for every week except for Saturday and Sunday,tie up your hair,tuck in your shirt and no need to follow the school's rules.
But the sad thing is we will going to miss some of our friends and classmates!!!Never mind next year 2010 we still can see each other.
So BYE BYE school life of 2009 and WELCOME school life of 2010!!!
Actually not so welcome too.First of all,I'm going older and SPM is around the corner.
Sucks!!!
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Upset
This two days I have been having a tough time.11 Nov 2009 & 12 Nov 2009.
I argued with my mum.Like as usual.She's a typically an insane and a freak mother that I have seen.She said to me she didn;t argue with me for this one year.Then I replied in my heart and said "Bull shit".This is so not a true thing.
Like on wednesday 11 Nov 2009.She said I'm the one who started the fight.Maybe I am and I'm really not sure about it.She said I'm the one who started to hit my own self."Hello yow!!!Is you to call me hit on my own."So I only started it.I rather hit myself until bleeding I also don't want you to hit me until bleeding.I really hate you most of the time and I don't know why.I really don't know.
Next day 12 Nov 2009,she bought my favourite idol's album for me.Tohoshinki,The Secret Code.So!!!Later on also likes to find something to argue with me and you wanted to win it and doesn't wanted to lose it.Fuck man!!!Sorry by my improper languages who views my blog.But I don't think ayone will view my blog.Because I think don't have any people knows that I have blog.
11 Nov 2009.she said to me she will support me that i choose my own career which is flight attendant for now.She said she will support me ven dad don't allow or what.Then the next day 12 Nov 2009,she said those for girls who are doing flight attentant.They are on the plane finding a wealthy man.Like plane prostituions.I know she's not saying me she said for those girls flight attendant,but is really obvious she was saying me.
Later on,she said I'm jealous about her.My gosh!!!I jealous about her what??!She said I have the attitude that cannot accept others" people opinion.This I admit BUT is only with home outside I'm not.At home,I can say that I'm the small gas person but outside I'm very generous.You can notice me every week definately at home cry once or twice.But outside I dont't.Outside I have more louder laughter with my friends and a lot ok jokes,and really funny and fun.
She said my dad always hit me I didn't say anything.Why not??!!!I said to her you alwways hit my face and dad always hit my body like simply hit.But I'm used to it already.Because I am growing up with this since you guys have beaten for the first time until now.Although at first will feel pain a lil' bit but later on no feeling.
I argued with my mum.Like as usual.She's a typically an insane and a freak mother that I have seen.She said to me she didn;t argue with me for this one year.Then I replied in my heart and said "Bull shit".This is so not a true thing.
Like on wednesday 11 Nov 2009.She said I'm the one who started the fight.Maybe I am and I'm really not sure about it.She said I'm the one who started to hit my own self."Hello yow!!!Is you to call me hit on my own."So I only started it.I rather hit myself until bleeding I also don't want you to hit me until bleeding.I really hate you most of the time and I don't know why.I really don't know.
Next day 12 Nov 2009,she bought my favourite idol's album for me.Tohoshinki,The Secret Code.So!!!Later on also likes to find something to argue with me and you wanted to win it and doesn't wanted to lose it.Fuck man!!!Sorry by my improper languages who views my blog.But I don't think ayone will view my blog.Because I think don't have any people knows that I have blog.
11 Nov 2009.she said to me she will support me that i choose my own career which is flight attendant for now.She said she will support me ven dad don't allow or what.Then the next day 12 Nov 2009,she said those for girls who are doing flight attentant.They are on the plane finding a wealthy man.Like plane prostituions.I know she's not saying me she said for those girls flight attendant,but is really obvious she was saying me.
Later on,she said I'm jealous about her.My gosh!!!I jealous about her what??!She said I have the attitude that cannot accept others" people opinion.This I admit BUT is only with home outside I'm not.At home,I can say that I'm the small gas person but outside I'm very generous.You can notice me every week definately at home cry once or twice.But outside I dont't.Outside I have more louder laughter with my friends and a lot ok jokes,and really funny and fun.
She said my dad always hit me I didn't say anything.Why not??!!!I said to her you alwways hit my face and dad always hit my body like simply hit.But I'm used to it already.Because I am growing up with this since you guys have beaten for the first time until now.Although at first will feel pain a lil' bit but later on no feeling.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Very Frustrated
I'm very frustrated because I guess Michelle still mad at me.Because I have broken the promise.
On 7 Nov 2009 Michelle,Po Yeng and me supposed to go to 1 Utama to watch movies and karaoke.I know Michelle you don't likes a person who breaks the promise.Actually I'm also very upset about it.
On 6 Nov 2009 dinner time,my dad said to me that the next day I have to be back home at 3 p.m. no matter what.Actually that time I really want to call off it.But later on,I did not do that.First of all,I seldom go out with my friends.I think is worse than seldom.Second of all,I think that time Michelle has booked the movies ticket.So that time I have decided not to call off.
Later on.after my dad.my brother and I have finished our dinner.My dad suddenly said to me called me to cancel it not to go.He said that very troublesome.I don't understand why he let me hung out with my friends last year and this year cannot.I can't get it.I didn't ask further more infomation that why I can't go.Cause I don't dhave the guts to ask him and I think most of the reasons he will give me also the same old reasons.
I'm not a child that can fight back through parents like Michlle.What I mean is argument not fighting type.Besides,Michelle has a loving mum.Can't say that I don't have.I do have but not much as Michelle and my brother.
I'm so sorry,Michelle.
On 7 Nov 2009 Michelle,Po Yeng and me supposed to go to 1 Utama to watch movies and karaoke.I know Michelle you don't likes a person who breaks the promise.Actually I'm also very upset about it.
On 6 Nov 2009 dinner time,my dad said to me that the next day I have to be back home at 3 p.m. no matter what.Actually that time I really want to call off it.But later on,I did not do that.First of all,I seldom go out with my friends.I think is worse than seldom.Second of all,I think that time Michelle has booked the movies ticket.So that time I have decided not to call off.
Later on.after my dad.my brother and I have finished our dinner.My dad suddenly said to me called me to cancel it not to go.He said that very troublesome.I don't understand why he let me hung out with my friends last year and this year cannot.I can't get it.I didn't ask further more infomation that why I can't go.Cause I don't dhave the guts to ask him and I think most of the reasons he will give me also the same old reasons.
I'm not a child that can fight back through parents like Michlle.What I mean is argument not fighting type.Besides,Michelle has a loving mum.Can't say that I don't have.I do have but not much as Michelle and my brother.
I'm so sorry,Michelle.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Suck
These two days i didn't write blog Monday and Tuesday.
Because of my mum.She didn't work in these two days.Really damn boring cause I can't use the computer and watched movies or tv shows.Urgh!!
The only thing that I can do is sleep means take a nap.Nothing I can do so my plan is sleep rest sleep rest!!
Because of my mum.She didn't work in these two days.Really damn boring cause I can't use the computer and watched movies or tv shows.Urgh!!
The only thing that I can do is sleep means take a nap.Nothing I can do so my plan is sleep rest sleep rest!!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Friendship Never Ends
This picture is Angely and me.She is one of my classmate for two years.Last year until now.Although we didn't talk much in school,maybe have for sometimes.But our friendship will remain always.
Eating Day
Actually this picture is captured it on Thursday.Shirley and me.Our class has decided to celebrate our form teacher's belated bitrhday and in other way to create a party for "4 Margosa 2009".The food is kinga good.Got my favourite spaghetti,but with beef.I don't really eat beef and my God id that cannot eat beef.I'm really guitly about it.But I heard from my dad he said if we at outsude then only we can eat.
Anyway I didn't eat.When I ate the spaghetti the beef i put aside because I don't eat beef and I can't also.Further more,also have a lot of junk food."WOW" that is really my favourite part.Yummy.
Food is one of my best friend.
I'm Sorry
I'm so sorry Michelle and Po Yeng.Because I suddenly call off the plan for today our short trip in 1 utama.
I'm so sorry.At first,is really can go.When I heard from my dad's answer he said "Go lah,Go lah" in yesterday morning.I was really exicited.Then I know Michelle and Po Yeng were planning the schedule.Further more,I guess Michelle already booked the ticket that I really want to watch.The name of movie is "Jennifer's Body".
Until last night,my dad,my brother and I went to have our dinner.MY dad said to me I have to be back in house before 3 p.m. no matter what.Then my heart said "What the F***" How could be backed? Such a short time for us to shopping or others thing we want to do.Anyway I also very happy because I can go.
Then when we having dinner that time.My dad suddenly encouraged me not to go.He said my study also not good and housework also haven't done.Then wanted to go here and there.I know he just encouraged me only not forcing me.But I knw what he's trying to say is "I can't go" and he's actual answer is "NO YOU CAN'T GO".So that time I have decided not to go.
In my other opinion.I also knew that if I can go out this time then next time I can't go out.Because I will show my result to him lately.If I go out this time he definately will say "You cannot go out forever".So I think this is more worst right?So after show him my result I know he will not let me go out and hang out with y friends.But until December I think he will let me go out.Because the result timing has passed a long time.
So I'm really sorry to Michelle and Po Yeng.
I'm so sorry.At first,is really can go.When I heard from my dad's answer he said "Go lah,Go lah" in yesterday morning.I was really exicited.Then I know Michelle and Po Yeng were planning the schedule.Further more,I guess Michelle already booked the ticket that I really want to watch.The name of movie is "Jennifer's Body".
Until last night,my dad,my brother and I went to have our dinner.MY dad said to me I have to be back in house before 3 p.m. no matter what.Then my heart said "What the F***" How could be backed? Such a short time for us to shopping or others thing we want to do.Anyway I also very happy because I can go.
Then when we having dinner that time.My dad suddenly encouraged me not to go.He said my study also not good and housework also haven't done.Then wanted to go here and there.I know he just encouraged me only not forcing me.But I knw what he's trying to say is "I can't go" and he's actual answer is "NO YOU CAN'T GO".So that time I have decided not to go.
In my other opinion.I also knew that if I can go out this time then next time I can't go out.Because I will show my result to him lately.If I go out this time he definately will say "You cannot go out forever".So I think this is more worst right?So after show him my result I know he will not let me go out and hang out with y friends.But until December I think he will let me go out.Because the result timing has passed a long time.
So I'm really sorry to Michelle and Po Yeng.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
An Awful Day
Today is kinda awful day for me,because today my math,science,perdagangan & economy teachers give us our test paper.
My science kinda okay for me.Although is just 53% marks but I'm still not satisfied.Because last term I got more than that if I'm not mistaken that marks is 63% or 65%.Anyway kinda good to me too cause I didn't fail.
My perdagangan confirm is fail.Just only get 31%.This subject I admit that I'm not putting a full effort to do it.Because I have decided to drop this subject for next year as well as SPM.But I also did put just not enough.My economy result for objective is 16 over 40.I know that is so not good at all for me.This subject I can absolutely that I have put full of effort and did this exam,and I don't know why I still can get such a foolish marks.I really did it and most of the questions I also can answer it.But I think my parents will say to me for the same thing again.They will say me not focus.not putting any effort into the thing that I do and bla bla and this thing have been following with me for years.But I wish my subjective paper can does better than that.
But my math for objective is 14 over 40.Is really damn ridiculous.Because I did focus do the math but I think I'm not the person who is genius in math and I'm such a fool.I really did my best to do it but eventually still not good at all.If my parents know it they sure say me not putting effort to do it and that's the most upset thing for.Who say that I'm not putting enough effort in it.Anyway my subjective math paper haven't give yet so I really wish I can get a good result then I only can pass it.If pass I also happy cause at list my parents will not be so angry.
I'm really wish that my parents can understand me what I have felt.They always say to me that I have fail my papers and I won't feel any guilty or unhappy.I did feel that way for all the time when I got my subjects that have fail.I just didn't show it to you guys.Even sometimes I'm sad I feel that I want to cry out and I did cried out but is at night.because I don't want them to know that I'm sad.Or sometimes you guys will say me cry is useless if want to do it better then have to focus on it.I did focus on it and eally putting more than 100% effort in it.Eventually the result still not satisfied.What can I do?I really did it and take you guys" advice all the time that you guys" have given me.
My science kinda okay for me.Although is just 53% marks but I'm still not satisfied.Because last term I got more than that if I'm not mistaken that marks is 63% or 65%.Anyway kinda good to me too cause I didn't fail.
My perdagangan confirm is fail.Just only get 31%.This subject I admit that I'm not putting a full effort to do it.Because I have decided to drop this subject for next year as well as SPM.But I also did put just not enough.My economy result for objective is 16 over 40.I know that is so not good at all for me.This subject I can absolutely that I have put full of effort and did this exam,and I don't know why I still can get such a foolish marks.I really did it and most of the questions I also can answer it.But I think my parents will say to me for the same thing again.They will say me not focus.not putting any effort into the thing that I do and bla bla and this thing have been following with me for years.But I wish my subjective paper can does better than that.
But my math for objective is 14 over 40.Is really damn ridiculous.Because I did focus do the math but I think I'm not the person who is genius in math and I'm such a fool.I really did my best to do it but eventually still not good at all.If my parents know it they sure say me not putting effort to do it and that's the most upset thing for.Who say that I'm not putting enough effort in it.Anyway my subjective math paper haven't give yet so I really wish I can get a good result then I only can pass it.If pass I also happy cause at list my parents will not be so angry.
I'm really wish that my parents can understand me what I have felt.They always say to me that I have fail my papers and I won't feel any guilty or unhappy.I did feel that way for all the time when I got my subjects that have fail.I just didn't show it to you guys.Even sometimes I'm sad I feel that I want to cry out and I did cried out but is at night.because I don't want them to know that I'm sad.Or sometimes you guys will say me cry is useless if want to do it better then have to focus on it.I did focus on it and eally putting more than 100% effort in it.Eventually the result still not satisfied.What can I do?I really did it and take you guys" advice all the time that you guys" have given me.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
I'm Lovin' it
Today after our mandarin paper,all chinese students including me have decided to leave earlier.Because if we don't we will be very boring and later on we don't have any paper to exam.
Actually we can't do that because is wrong way to do it.Moreover we are breaking the rules of school.But who cares it?Even our form teacher Pn.Azimah also encourage us to go back too.If our principle find us we just put the blame in her.Haha..because she is the one who agrees us to go back home earlier.
Anyway we did it,we can't hold ourselves.Later on,Vincent's dad came and pick him up and other hand he help most of us to get out the school safely.So thanks ya uncle.When went out me,po yeng,xiiao yee and michelle decided to go Mac D to have our lunch and chit chat at there.This way is much more better than we are in the school.
On the way to Mac D,me and michelle have complained how hot is the sun and so on bla bla bla....I remembered what I've just said to them I don't want next year when I see michlle become an african.Haha...just kidding michelle don't angry ya!!
Finally we have arrived our destination.Three of us ordered the large set because of the free mug or cup or a glass.Whatever!!!But except for michelle beause she ordered a medium set,she said she not enough money to order a large set.Hello!!!Wake up,michelle.Cause you can borrow from us.Anyway pity her.
It was a really large not large is huge set for me,because the coke really large and I also didn't finish it.The burger it was fascinating man!!!Can't describe it and "Food is one of My Best Friend".LoL...xD
Further more I have a cup of Sundae ice cream full of chocolate my favourite.Yummy!!!But i more prefer Mccfurry with Oreo because is much more nicer than Sundae ice cream.Never mind this incident also just passed and also not a bad meal to me.Still can satisfie.
Actually we can't do that because is wrong way to do it.Moreover we are breaking the rules of school.But who cares it?Even our form teacher Pn.Azimah also encourage us to go back too.If our principle find us we just put the blame in her.Haha..because she is the one who agrees us to go back home earlier.
Anyway we did it,we can't hold ourselves.Later on,Vincent's dad came and pick him up and other hand he help most of us to get out the school safely.So thanks ya uncle.When went out me,po yeng,xiiao yee and michelle decided to go Mac D to have our lunch and chit chat at there.This way is much more better than we are in the school.
On the way to Mac D,me and michelle have complained how hot is the sun and so on bla bla bla....I remembered what I've just said to them I don't want next year when I see michlle become an african.Haha...just kidding michelle don't angry ya!!
Finally we have arrived our destination.Three of us ordered the large set because of the free mug or cup or a glass.Whatever!!!But except for michelle beause she ordered a medium set,she said she not enough money to order a large set.Hello!!!Wake up,michelle.Cause you can borrow from us.Anyway pity her.
It was a really large not large is huge set for me,because the coke really large and I also didn't finish it.The burger it was fascinating man!!!Can't describe it and "Food is one of My Best Friend".LoL...xD
Further more I have a cup of Sundae ice cream full of chocolate my favourite.Yummy!!!But i more prefer Mccfurry with Oreo because is much more nicer than Sundae ice cream.Never mind this incident also just passed and also not a bad meal to me.Still can satisfie.
Final Paper of the day
Phewz...finally I can rest my eyes and my brain.Because today is my final exam day.
Hooray!!!I'm very happy about it,noneed to study anymore but sooner I think I have to.Because next year is a horrble year fo me because next year I will be turned into 17 years old,which mean I have to sit for the SPM examination.This thing is very sickening for me.
Anyway like I just said sooner I will be forced back to my "BOOKS"!!!Err...this is not a good thing to me.But is sooner so ,by that time only get frustrated by the "BOOKS"!!!Now is the time to have some fun for me,because I'm deserve it.Haha...I'm kinda vain.
But is a true thing.Who doesn't wants to be fun after sitting more than one week exam.Is a tough week for me,especially my second week of the examssss.It is deplorable thing to happen it on me.Anyway those suck days have just passed.
Hooray!!!I'm very happy about it,noneed to study anymore but sooner I think I have to.Because next year is a horrble year fo me because next year I will be turned into 17 years old,which mean I have to sit for the SPM examination.This thing is very sickening for me.
Anyway like I just said sooner I will be forced back to my "BOOKS"!!!Err...this is not a good thing to me.But is sooner so ,by that time only get frustrated by the "BOOKS"!!!Now is the time to have some fun for me,because I'm deserve it.Haha...I'm kinda vain.
But is a true thing.Who doesn't wants to be fun after sitting more than one week exam.Is a tough week for me,especially my second week of the examssss.It is deplorable thing to happen it on me.Anyway those suck days have just passed.
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