Hard to be described...

I told you that you back to your homettown because I see that u so suffer.

But actually I really wish you can stay.

I'm sorry I can't do those things that you want really much. What you want I also really want and need it. You told me when you want go back is bringing me along. My mood for that time was consider stable and happy when you said this.

But late night you told me you were going back on May. I was shock and sad. Don't know what to do, text you few times replied once. told me you wanted to sleep. I cry like as usual, did not sleep whole as usual and because these things.