Before CNY 2112012♥

I had a lot memorable moments on this day! ♥

I headed to his room first,after that we only went to brunch together. Honestly speaking, I had a superb brunch ♥

Our first stop for brunch :

Was Mac Donalds' Prosperity Burger! Yummy but I more prefer the potatoes rings instead of the burger. but overall is not bad either.

In the meantime,the person that gave me back my balance which was the latest syiling starting in 2012.

Actually are gold in colour sorry for my capturing skills :/ The size of 20 cents just like the old 10 cents. My hubby and I took each one and he said this needed to be kept well cannot be used as this is our first time who knew this syling :')

Our second brunch is at:

Taadaa!!! ^_^ v

We ordered a

1/4 size of chicken with the flavour of mild(medium hot i guess,if I'm not mistaken) and 2 sidelines. My hubby added on a Garlic sauce and an Extra Hot Chilli sauce. For me the "extra" still consider okay not really that HOT as it means,but too bad not for my hubby. Quite pity him as this sauce made him sweat like non-stop,made his tongue and stomach like burning. Hahaha!!! Hubby said that is better than Kenny Roger's chicken. Erm...for the taste it is true though.

Later on,we headed to KLCC. From there kinda sad because could not buy the number that I want. My hubby bought for me this

MNG :) thank you hubby ♥

Although it seem to be liked a simple day but for me is enough. it already meant a lot to me. I'm really happy and really miss you too hubby :( but will always LYF ♥ hubby!

Je Suis Desole

Not a good news!
As I can't stay in the hostel but I already gave out my 101% effort and my real words to them espeecially to him and yet still fail.

I really don't understand what i always want I won't get it but what I don't want so much and will get it so easily.Is really pathetic.

I'm really sorry to one person. I know you really want me to stay in hostel in order to can stay with you. I really want to stay as if I stay I'll be very happy and not tired. Even though I have not meet you, I also will do the same thing too.

I'm sorry to make you cried when you scolded me badly. You told me that you said this because of letting me to express out my feelings. More or less yes I will but I know those words that came out your mouth are from your bottom of your heart and are real words.

You said you cannot be alone and I can. Actually you are wrong,because have not meet you. Yes I am alone but when I have a boyfried. I do really want a boyfriend beside with me. You just can't see as I hide it well.

Even though,you said or scoled me with those cruel words. Honestly, I'm really scare and very sad. But I can't blame you as this not your problem. Is my fault. So I just need to took it and swallowed then keep into my heart. I will cry during when I about to sleep.

Even though,you tell me last time you told me I'm good is enough.i really want to be the good that you want but I know myself I know I'm not your perfect girl or ideal girl you want. i remember that you told me about I maybe cannot find a better one but you can find another which is better than me a lot though. You also said to call me to give you back the ring or throw into garbage bin Honestly, I am really hurtful and sad when I hear this. More than sad and hurt. I will not forget it. but I won't blame you because is my fault.

I'm sorry and also know that sorry can't do anything. But is the only thing I can really say to you.

too GOOD or too BAD to be T.R.U.E ?!

I'm about to tell about my dorm things to my parents.

Like my friend told me straight forward and do it or tell it! Dare to do it!

I know my dad is going to be dissapointed me when I'm doing this,moreover CNY is around the corner. But not to say I want to choose this timing to tell as is needed to be told. Sorry to make you guys upset.

As for result I'm really afraid that will come out that not I really want it the most. sometimes I feel I'm very stupid and I don't know why. No matter what war or what thing, I'm always will be alone to face it. So this time is going be the same. I'll be alone facing this war.

I know U are going to be upset and hate me if I cannot. I'm sorry to let you down and wasted your savings to help me. I'm really sorry and I don't blame you. This is because is all my fault not yours. No matter how I will return you back the money don't ask me how I get it. I'm always wish I can stay with you I really do.

Thank you to my son that supported me and mede me laughed! :')

15.1.2012 ♥

This day was hung out with my boyfie. No wonder the day before you kept telling no matter what need to come to drop by your place before we headed to shopping malls.lol. Is really sweet and touching though. Really do ♥ This is because you don't cook at all but you still cooked to me and made your fingers got hurt and bubbles. I'm really sorry. The food is really nice!

Bento brunch made from my hubby ♥ although not look like hello kitty but still look cute as your favourite pikachu :D

Another salad that made by U ♥

OVERALL WAS A HEALTY MEAL I HAD ♥

Later on,i brought you to your frighten place ever. Hahaha! But you wanted me to take a picture of you.

Which is this. LOL!

♥

Later on,you bought me this

Sticky and my milk ♥

After that,we headed to Teppanyaki had our early dinner. Before that, you said you wanted to eat the sushi but a lot of people. Out of the blue, your face has changed and said you were angry. I though what I've said wrong. =.=

I'm reallly happy but at the meantime also felt kinda sad as I know I don't when i can see you again.

ILYF Hubby ♥

I am indeed sorry what I've done

I'm really sorry what I've done.

I know is my fault that to create this big mistake. I'm sorry to because what I angry and let you down.

I am really hurt when you said you won't treat me good like last time,you won't call me wife, won't pity me and scolded me ba po...I am really hurt

BUT i did not blame you because is my fault. I really do want you to love like last time,call me wifey,treat me good like last tome. I really looking forward everything with you together.

staying in hostel,celebrating the easons and my birthday. and now you said you won't bother me. I'm really sorry.

from the bottom of my heART, I CAN SWEAR to god i finally find a suitable man that i want. is true because what i want you still doing it. i'm sorry. i really wish that can continue...

i won't make the same mistake,before i do anything and get angry i will ask you. I am sorry that let you down and lot of people asked you.

I am sorry...i really that afraid you don't want me and treat me not so good as last time. please don't do that.i'm begging you.

I'm very sorry for what I've done. I want you to continue do those good thing and care about me.