Anyway, that doesn’t matter. What matter me most is my relationship with him which is my hubby. July is gonna fall next month and when is come to 13th is our 1 year anniversary. Is really happy right? But definitely is just physically happy, mentally Not happy. Just like my hubby said is been a year and yet we don’t have a chance that having a nice simple dinner together nor sleep together for at least a night. I know my hubby is really sad, but so do I.
For me I don’t want happen it like “a”. I want it to be happened like “are”. Everyday when I am day dreaming or sleeping while I’m dreaming. I also will dream about that someday you can come to my house or I go to your place that every single night that you will hug me to sleep till the next morning. Dream about we can go for a local trip together, to beach and everything. I really do want these to be happened, I’m so wish that a Fairy God Mother will fulfill my this dream now.
Every time when you say you need me, I also feel very bad that I could not be with you when you need me the most. When I need you the most, physically you cannot be with me too. But some comfort from you I’m already feel good enough. Lot of people say me and also you do say me, I’m like a person is easily to reach my satisfaction. Actually it depends what things. As for this I really do. This is because the way I have is not easy definitely I will grab the chance and precious it. Just like I’m having you. Getting a relationship can be easy but getting a good guy is not easy. You always say, you’re not good enough. For me you are more than enough. I trust you hubby that you are loyal to me. I believe that you can make my like dark become it colourful.
If saying not good enough, is me aren’t you. I always fail you and sometimes also can’t even fulfill the simple needs that you want. Even though most of the times we meet the time is less just like 15 minutes in the morning or 1 hour your break. It doesn’t matter for me. Sometimes I even rushing to there because to meet you for an hour. But that okay for me, because I really do care about us. You said I’m suffer like this. I told you countless time, have the chance to meet you I feel happy is not suffer. I don’t mind the process if the result is good for me. Don’t you know hubby?
Is really sweet that you always treat me so nice. I feel very bliss and safe when I’m with you. The feeling that you always give me, is always better than my parents. You always my parents treat me not bad. For me no matter how they treat me good, they also won’t treat like you treat me so good. Sometimes when I see you, I really want to hug you and cry out loud. But like you say our time spending is less cannot involve so many unhappy stuff with it.
♥ For me you are my first priority valuable person in my life. Bare in mind hubby you are irreplaceable.♥
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