True Blood S5

True Blood new season has arrived in the town!

For those who know me, you guys sure know I’m a die hard vampire fan. Doesn’t matter is Twilight or True Blood and etc. But I’m more interested those vampire story which involve with love story. For me just like impossible relationship become possible relationship. Most important is you can watch like the dark side of fairy tale story has dream come true.

I really like Sookie Stackhouse in this tv show. She’s adorable in this show and kinda kind hearted person, sometimes she is naïve from what I see.

But I don’t really like Bill Compton. Not because he is not good in this tv show. He is good and loyal to Sookie. The reason I don’t really like is because he is old. I’m honest enough to say out huh?!! Lols

Another guy Eric Norman, yeah! I like him because he is freaking hot this tv show. Important thing is he is young lah!!! Younger than Bill. Lols

This upcoming season has changed to amazing stage you can never imagine. Sookie’s best friend turn into vampire, Bill’s follower’s is becoming sexier! and etc…

I just watched the new season last Saturday. Quite nice!

Girls' thoughts!

Prove me wrong!

If boys will not look at a hot chick or even a simple pretty lady. Even though for those guys who already has a girlfriend or wife.

Advantage of seeing girls but the disadvantageS are more! Lols

I think for most of us we know what is the advantage right? Which is can prove that our boyfriend or husband are not gay and is normal. Lols . Somehow I only know this advantage other than that not really I can think it.

The disadvantageS are more to go!

• When your boy walking on the street with you suddenly a hot chick pass by. They sure will look at it. What I mean is Look NOT Glance at it. Both of these meaning are really different from each other.

• Worse thing is some of the boys will say out. Wow! This girl is so nice and what so ever thingy ~!@#$%. Yes, I know they do not have the intention to say out. But for a girlfriend or wife they will not like to listen.

• We girls have to be like poker face. This is because to show how “generous” we are. If not you boys will complaint. Even a nice and friendly girl also does not like to hear it.

• Complaint us why our shape of body not like other girls? When we girls hear this of course we wanna change to those shape that you boys requested for. But when we girls wanna do that. You boys stop us and tell us Natural is the best! Is really sweet! Few days later, you boys bring up again. You boys really confused us sometimes.

You guys just say girls also the same! Yes, no doubt we also see good looking guys. But we just glance and keep quiet. As we know our boyfriend or husband when listen will feel unhappy. So when sometimes you boys sometimes give compliment to other girls, you boys cannot blame us that giving a feedback toward that we compliment to other boys.

Lol….no heart feeling ya! Just express out our girls feelings.

Tears + Sobbing = Crying

Why girls like to cry?

Actually not tend to be liked is just that we not strong enough to hold back our tears. Do you think we like to show out when we’re crying. From what I see, is no! As we also don’t want let other people to know how fragile we are. Especially towards me.

Crying can so called to expressed out our feelings. We are much more better than guys. This is because we aren’t like guys, moody will tend to find someone to create an argument, later on fight. Am I right?

Let’s talk about myself in this kind situation which is quite often. What I’ve mentioned above mostly are related to myself but also is the fact for most of the girls. The reason I’m crying most of the times because I really cannot hold back my tears. If possible I wouldn’t want to do that especially in front of my hubby, my friends and especially toward my parents. I’m crying not because I want to get any mercy from “you guys”.

Previously, you said to me. Do not cry in front of me, I won’t pity you. I really upset you will say that. I cried because I really cannot hold it back, if do I won’t cry in front you and in the house.

Is really suffer when I’m crying almost every single night while lie on my bed. No one can hug and comfort me. I really wish my hubby that time always can be appeared beside anytime. I know is can’t, never mind at least I have a cat which is my hubby bought for me. I treat the cat like him though. I really don’t like this type of life. In every week at least I need to cry once or twice a week. This been happening on me for more than 3 years.

At night, I really feel so lonely. This already also happening on me more than 3 years. But now at least better, because II have my hubby to comfort me even though he can’t physically. Not to say I don’t want argue back is I can’t. If I do I need to face the unwanted consequence. I’m okay to handle if comes to the worst case scenario. But if involve humiliating in front of everyone. Make my reputation from up to down. I really don’t like.

But if you really do that. I also know what I will do back. You said I’m gonna remember this for life. Yes, that is for sure! After that, I also will do something for you which make you remember forever and until you sleep in the coffin you also can remember. You can make me double or triple. Is okay, I will pay all in ONCE! Is okay, I lost you. As you said you don’t mind to lost a daughter.

Frankly speaking, I dislike everytime I wrote out my problem with tears. Which mean everytime I express out my emotion through here with crying. This feeling is so not good to taste again and again. Even now I write about this also with moody and crying scence. Hope beside of my table guest won't look at me like a sudden freak. LOLs!

I’m really hate you till death unless you change something. But I guess not gonna happen. As you think you always right.

I really grateful that I have you hubby. Whenever I not happy even though you physically not beside me but you did comfort me and say something which is funny to make me calm down and laugh.

Love you, hubby ;)