Can I ?

Can I reach my dream? Can I?

I want to become an artist.Can I succeed it? Will I be successful? Why O have this kind of thoughts and become to my ambition?

Because I just want to be.The reason is can earn more money with the legal way.I really want to become.Not to say because I want to be famous or a role model to all of you out there when you see me.

Being famous also have bad stuffs too!Like you can't go anywhere because you become famous.So most of the paparazzi will always stalk you just digging your dirts.No privacy for most of the times.Always need a bodyguard if you in a grand place.Come out from the airport has to wear sun glasses beacuse of the papparazi's camera flash here and there.

Good.Lots of people admire you.Can earn more money.

When I was 13 or 14 years old,I did give some hint to my mum if I'm not mistaken.I asked what if I become a star? sh just said NO! since then I didn't share my stuff mean my ambition withe her or with my dad.Yes,I do know thay want me to be something which is good.But my future shouldn't I have my own plan and my own dream??!!

Please don't call me to fullfill your dreams when you didn't get to fullfill on your own.Is selfish,do you know that?

Every ambition has good and bad.Not to say 100% is good.Or can you guarantee 100% is good?No,you can't.We're just juman and not superhuman.You knew this very well from the begining.

No matter what I will decide what I want to be.

My future,
My life,
Is on me not you guys!